A Scarlet Tear Has fallen

I am working on acceptance and peace within myself. I began my eating disorder by the time I was eight years old. I have been in throws of anorexia and then bulimia then. At this moment, I am in the throes of Bulimia without the binging. My eating disorder has hurt my friendships, relationships, school, money, excellent job opportunities, happiness, my soul, and my identity. I want out of this eating disorder and all addictions however; some of my posts may seem ambivalent.